so he broke up with her, he said it is so hard to be compared with the person he jealous the most by the person he loved the most. he said it is so hard to give what she wanted, especially with that third person keeps hanging around them. it seems so hard to make her happy. she couldn’t understand him… or didn’t want to understand him would probably more precise. he wasn’t happy and she wasn’t happy either. he said sometimes he hurt himself, physically, out of his frustration. he knows in severe cases it could lead to suicide, but he didn’t care. he just loved her too much.

but they’ve broken-up now. i asked if he feels relieved and he said, despite from feeling the great loss, yes he is relieved. yea… from the look of it eventhough his face is still showing signs of disappointment, deep down inside, he is relieved. maybe this is what’s good for him and her.

hang in there, buddy.

one of you guys is happy now… and you know it is not her.